| inofatibigboned ( @ 2006-08-16 01:20:00 |
We're just taking turns holding this world.
I realized tonight that I no longer feel anything. I am, in a word, numb. The events of the past month have finally pushed me to the point where I no longer care. Between taking care of my parents, watching my friends leave for school, and knowing the person I care for most is with another person and I can't do anything about, I just can't bring myself to care anymore.
I've got nothing left to offer anyone. I let the world run my life, and then ruin it.
I realized tonight that I no longer feel anything. I am, in a word, numb. The events of the past month have finally pushed me to the point where I no longer care. Between taking care of my parents, watching my friends leave for school, and knowing the person I care for most is with another person and I can't do anything about, I just can't bring myself to care anymore.
I've got nothing left to offer anyone. I let the world run my life, and then ruin it.